today, i am a very happy girl.
i am going to a dance with my boy tonight.
the only other time i've danced with him was on a date.
we were at a bonfire and he asked me.
at first i laughed and said no because everyone was already watching us.
that was also the first time i ever said no to a boy who asked me to dance.
everyone overheard "oh c'mon, sweetheart. dance with the poor kid."
so we danced.
and the whole world disappeared. i was barely aware that we were being watched.
this will be better.
much, much better.
i like this boy.
i really really like this boy.